long week?

trepanation.

addendum

re: Aside 2, Aside 3 of previous entry

Aside 4

“Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions.” –Eddie Van Halen

real life part 1 of 99778: the grotesque is often heartfelt

Julie Doiron is my wife, shorties. Not really, she’s that bearded guy’s wife and she’s having babies on the Canadian tundra. But she sure can make a borror video. The end will just break your little frog heart. This song, and really, this entire Woke Myself Up album, is just fucking miserable and perfect for mornings where your apartment is cold as a meat locker and you have all kindsa shit.

Aside: I am wearing 4 different types of stripes and plaids today in the same outfit

Aside 2: did I remember to put on deodorant

Aside 3: I guess I’ll find out

things happen when you’re sleeping that you can’t control so just don’t even try

[But you should probably process it on gchat, for your own sake.]

me: something woke me

Patrick: when do you use awoke

when you’re the subject?

i awoke.

?

me: I awoke to __

I think you can also say “I woke to”

something awakened me

something woke me

something punched me in the face and I woke up

Patrick: AND IT WAS A DEER WITH NO SKIN

so i fought it

off

and said, get the fuck out of here IM TRYING TO SLEEP

and it sulked away

true story

here’s what you should do

drink some tea

walk the dog

eat something

take a pill if you want

listen to a song

 

get back to me if this doesn’t work, but I know it will.

moderate borror

= moderate boredom + moderate horror

lizzie mcguire, I always knew thee

Happy National Coming Out Day, 2 days late. On the day, I went to see Lily Tomlin speak at UNCG and she was acrobatic and funny, despite closing in on the seven-oh. Lots of spirit fingers. That’s how I want to be. Still throwing myself out there, you know, connecting.