what makes you happy

such a classic. how about, what makes you honest. honestly, what makes you happy. wait. how happy or how quickly. how are happy and quickly related, quickly. honestly.

if you said:

-vegetables

-art

-exercise

-a good book

-candles

would you really mean:

-cigarettes

-twix bars

-fangs

-Justin Timberlake music videos

-sticking your chewed gum in that pocket no one sees in your car

Also, the thing about lasting correlations. Does the first set last longer? Or is the timed release just longer, a lower concentration spread out over a period of time? Does the first set make you more capable of lower concentrations for an extended period of time? Isn’t that like, half-animation? But you can’t be half dead or half in love. So if you’re half-happy are you really? Think on it because I don’t know and all we have is time.

hungry baby

After the rather good Mexican restaurant yesterday, at which I ate quite a bit of food, and lots of chips before the meal came, I still felt hungry. But I was tired of eating so I didn’t eat for a few hours. Then, when I was trying to go to sleep, I couldn’t sleep because I was too hungry. So I got up and ate some spaghetti. Sleeping was restless. I woke up this morning starving and ate some cereal, but I didn’t feel like finishing the bowl. Then, at about ten, I got so hungry at work I felt like my head was full of cotton balls.

I just ate two granola bars but there’s still a little hollow space that’s crescent-shaped on the left side of my stomach, and it’s reminding and reminding me to fill it, though it never seems that I can. Sometimes, it’s a trick and I’ll start eating and then feel bored or not want to anymore, and those feelings override the crescent-place messages to eat.

Overall, though, I’m not bored at all. I just feel bored with eating. When I’m really bored in general, I think, eating seems more exciting.

I don’t think I’ve ever encountered this before. But new things come up.

I live somewhere else now

And I live by myself and if I roll around on the hardwood floors all day then no one will know. So I do.

A good album for rolling around: